quick update again:)

12 Apr

after reading so many bloggers’ positive comments about my homemade food, i made this cinnamon apple slices banana bread after my “great” invention of meatballs, granola and pudding.

i didn’t add any vanilla extract nor banana oil so this was really “paleo”thing i think~!?:Pjust guessing…

after eating the whole cake within half an hour(nope, i should say after my usual, night binge:(…no one can help?)i wrote up a plan for this week to eat healthier and text-ed a message to my maths teacher(not really kind of teacher-student-relationship becuz i share everything with her)about my binge and ask for some hospitalization help?

about what i bought during shopping i would not show in large size pic becuz this repeating act will be too annoying to me, so plz click into them if u’re interested:) thanks and the next post will be about my fun facts thursday!!!

3 Responses to “quick update again:)”

  1. Fiona April 13, 2012 at 3:51 pm #

    I hear you – bingeing is a horrible way to live. Asking your teacher for help is a courageous step to take – and the first step!
    Sadly hospitalisation is a very last-resort thing in most cases, but you could start with your general doctor – have blood tests to make sure your electrolytes were okay, and to have a referral to an eating disorders service in your area. If there isn’t one, at least ask to see a psychiatrist and a dietician. it’s a long hard journey but it’s far better than staying stuck and sick!
    Please don’t be scared to ask for help because this is NOTHING to be ashamed of and far more widespread than we realise. It’s a genuine illness and you deserve peace from it xx

    • bananahut April 13, 2012 at 11:56 pm #

      thanks, but i don’t even have a doctor and sometimes i really wanna suicide to end the problem!!!

      • Fiona April 14, 2012 at 8:46 am #

        Suicide will never end the problem honey!! I know how you feel, I do all the time too – and this is why you need to get a doctor, you need to find one. xx

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: